Things have been calm lately, not too much worry happening and I think that's a really good thing. July 4th was fine but I fell in the depression hole and lost control for a day or two. I also was too tired to see the fireworks but I had a good barbecue with my parents. … Continue reading People are Imperfect
Its been a crazy couple of weeks, I've been on a new med for anxiety and while it was fun at first feeling loopy, things have definitely calmed down and my brain is used to it by now. It's been strange though, it's like it only works half the time and the other half of … Continue reading The Millennial Itch
I haven't written in about two weeks because there's been a lot of shit going on, so, sorry for that. It was my best friend's wedding a couple weekends ago and I was the official photographer. It went ok, but I'm worried that my pictures sucked and that my friend isn't going to be happy … Continue reading Brain Crap
Last week I signed up to be a dasher for Door Dash, which is essentially like Grub Hub or Uber Eats. I get a notification and accept the order and then I drive to the restaurant, pick up the food and drive to the customer's house or office. It's kind of a cool deal because … Continue reading Door Dash and The Anthropological Basis of Shut-In Culture.
I haven't stated this before but I'm also an amateur photographer hoping to someday make a living out of it. It seems that day is getting closer and closer because my best friend asked me to photograph her wedding which is next weekend. To be quite frank, I'm freaking the fuck out about it, going … Continue reading Wedding Photography Nerves
After waking up at 1:30 this morning I was laying in bed sleepless and my mind started churning butter as it tends to do. I started thinking about a post I saw on Tumblr which was nothing special, a simple ask post to one of my friends. The post said something about if they met … Continue reading I wanna know what love is, I want you to show me.
Lately I've been thinking about identity, specifically as it relates to the internet. I know who I am in real life but I seem to be a different person online. In real life I'm a quiet introverted dude with a love of hip hop and a witty sense of humor, but on the internet the … Continue reading Two Sides of the Same Coin